Can you believe the cost of vasectomies?

I'm sorry for your loss. I really think this was God's way of telling you that you didn't need to be sterilized although the right child wasn't ready for you yet. Everything has a purpose although sometimes it seems so cruel. Are you sure the vasectomy took? Usually it takes alot of post op testing to get the "all clear" so to speak, so he may still be able to get you pregnant even without a reversal. Also, you might find another outlet for your desire to have a child. There is adoption among other options. I don't know the figures on a vasectomy reversal, but the rates are alot better than tubal ligation reversal at having children. I wish your heart much healing!