Ilive in a small Christian Texan town and am beginning to question my faith...?

My family, friends, teachers, everyone, I know is Christian. I can't give the name of my town out, but it's very strict. Non-Christians have moved here before, but their houses were egg bombed and the children of the families didn't really fit in in the schools, so most move directly out. Ever since I began using the internet regularly for school, I've begun to question the foundations of my faith more and more...although I still love God, I read some of Richard Dawkin's work, and some on evolution, and I can't believe everything anymore without proof (but I respect those that do whole-heartedly!). I tried to rely on faith but I want to be a research scientist when I grow up...it goes what I'm thinking at the moment and the kind of skeptical thinking taught in science. I'm not sure how much longer I can lie to my parents and town and enter the house of God without full faith in him. How do I reclaim my faith?